Precipitive Insomnia

I haven't slept much in the last couple days. I rarely do when I'm home alone. I don't like to miss anything and no matter how tired I feel, I will fight sleep until it kills me. For some reason I am able to let it go when my partner is around.

However, I am very grateful at this moment to be awake. The world outside is still dark and quiet from its own sleep except for a very gentle rain. It smells so good and the cool breeze feels positively silky on my arms. I wish I could curl up in the breeze. Wrap it around myself and bury my nose in it.